why he ?

pepagi dah nak menjerit nee ! sumpah bila bangun tidor,rase nak jerit pon ade.nak marah pon ade.tersenyum pon ade ? what? senyum ? no way man ! actually nak mengadu dekat chek blogger . nak nyanyi sikit ne

'entah mengapa, kali ku cuba'. 

itulah yang cik bam rase sekarang. ni sebenarnya nak cerite ape yang che bam mimpi. asalnya chek mimpi pi tgk cinema dengan cik nad. tetibe camne tah chek nad dah de kat tepi jalan. tetibe ade mamat bangla tu nak kacau. dy dah start nak raba. dah lah tak pernah kena situation camtu. then. you know what? my hero is coming ! my hero ? hurmmm.. boleh laaa.. tapi kan why he? banyak3 lelaki why mesti dia ? dah banyak kali cik bam mimpi dia. awalnya chek bam cam biasa je bila mimpi dia sekali, then bila about many times, it seem like something wrong happened in myself. please lah ! banyak kali cik bam minta doa dengan allah suruh lenyapkan nama tu dalam hati cik bam tapi still ! how? oke, i admit cik bam felt happy sometimes with him. he like to tease me. and me too. but i just match-making him with my buddy. so, why i felt something. maybe this is what we called fitrah. TIAP manusia tu ade tahapnya. once it arrived, you felt something you never had. but benda ni terlalu awal bagi cik bam. macam-mcam cik bam dah buad untuk lupakan dia. but totally it doesn't work. and become more worst. 

berbalik pada mimpi, rase cam nightmare pn ade. bila dah kena kacau tu, for sure cik bam mintak tolong dia sebab dia lalu dekat situ.so, cik bam menangis and you know what for the next step ? i hug him. what theee ? seyes malu bila mimpi camtu. and he brought me home. and that time. dia dengan family dia. so, dia singgah rumah cik bam. then, cik bam dah tak ingat ape. you know what? for a person, we cannot remember what we had dreamed for a long duration. but if waked up from sleep once after you had dreamed, about 80 percent you will remembered. but after that, it just left as deleted memories. 

selalu mengadu dekat cik ekin tapi beberapa hari ni, cik ekin asik takde. tak tahu nak cerite dekat siapa. akhirnya tercurah dekat cik blogger. pergi curah dekat si simsimi, haprak pon dia tak tolong !geram tauu. by the way, it just a robot. so, it cannot do anyting with feeling.tu je cik bam nak cakap. bangun je terus nak luah ! tak larat nak tanggung sorang-sorang. oukeylah tu je !

geramny dengan simsimi ni ;'/

p/s: cik simsimi kate doa banyak2 dekat allah because He ALWAYS BESIDE ME ! thanks cik simsimi